In the process. Music coming soon.
You’re the one that supports me the most
Makes me feel like I’m the utmost
Stay with me close & you’d never go ghost
As others doubted me, you surrounded me
So optimistic, genuine, & heartfelt
I asked God as I knelt
To give me the strength to look pass the bystanders
As others say, “I truly cannot stand her”
But God also gave me you
You are not just one of my biggest supporters
Reporting to me with great critiques
Motivating me like you know where we’re meant to be
At the top & there is no stopping us
With you by my side, I know that I will forever ride
It’s you..it’s always been you
You know when you meet someone
& you don’t know where or how things are gonna end up with that person?
You guys both have this universal connection, this vibe that matches yours
Well baby boy that was you for me
It’s like when the stars smile at the sea & it shines for all of thee
That’s the feeling I received from you
I’ll sing a note & put a smile on your face, while you rap a line something so real
Give me butterflies
You inspire me to be better & never think anything other
Always think highly of yourself, my queen, he says
Kept it real from the jump, could’ve deceived me
You’re genuine . . . Everything I ever wanted
I love when you call me Brown Sugar
’cause you are the perfect verse over a tight beat
Our love is like the stars & the moon
Or better yet like the universe
I don’t even think I could describe how big
My heart is for you
Everything stands still
Love is in the air
Gravity makes it stay there
How could two imperfect people be drawn
together to create a love so powerful
better yet so magical
Similar to the earth, moon, & the sun
It’s like syzygy,
Our personality & our value for our love is one
Which draws us together as two
Something like gravity for me & you
They Won’t Leave Me Alone
Insomnia is my company for the night.
Tossing & turning.
What a restless night it will be.
My brain goes for a walk with loneliness,
discussing thoughts & feelings with each other.
Hollow meaningless dark thoughts run
through my head
keeping me up & explaining their pride.
To potent to let me sleep peacefully tonight
anxiety decides to attack my jittery nerves
and mess with my pillow soft heart
I can’t take what is going on.
Leave me to count my sheep,
please let me sleep in peace.
Insomnia tells me no
Loneliness tells me no
Anxiety says hell no
They refuse to let me go, they want me all to theirselves.
That is very selfish ..
They try to corrupt my mind with negativity
yea its true they try to break me.
The train speaks to them & agrees to keep me up.
Nothing but whistles & giggles
As they enjoy staying up with me
I sadly cried under my sheets
They took apart of me away from me
How could this be
Man you look at this shit, the system is unfair
They don’t care who you are, what you look like or who you seeing
Traveling all the way from NY to Florida
I couldn’t see my dad
The saddest part was when I had to say hi to him through his little boxed window
Not knowing if he could see me or not
They didn’t know I haven’t seen my dad for 7 months
They didn’t know my dad wasn’t here to guide me through my first semester of college
They didn’t know that for the first time he won’t be able to see his baby girl graduate with a college degree
They didn’t know that he missed my sisters 17th birthday
Sitting here crying
Ha Ha Ha
Lieutenant laughed like it was hilarious
I knew they could take his authority from seeing us
But I was crushed when they said I couldn’t see him
because my visiting hours are narrowed to one hour & you were late
No control whatsoever
But who cares right?
Free My father
I love you.